An Ugly Splatter

Hi people,
I had a profound moment today and I thought I would share. Now let me paint a picture for you. I drive a 2000 Mazda Protege' which has been wrecked twice and would you believe I was not driving once which suck because I had to fix the damages. By the way I had no insurance, so I had to pay out of pocket and if you know me you already know my pockets ain't that deep. Any way my brother help repair my car with the money I had and the shade tree mechanic experience he had, he did an awesome job by the way. The paint job is a bit dull now and its time for me to get a new one all together. But here's the thing a couple of weeks ago my son sprayed something in my front windshield, don't know what it was but it left this ugly splatter in my window. Now remember I said a couple of weeks ago which by real time maybe about a month ago. Any who, I kept saying I have to clean that window, in the mean time pollen happened and you all know how pollen loves to hang on to a car. Well couple with pollen on the outside and that ugly splatter on the inside my car look pretty bad but I was moving so much I just didn't have time to correct the problem. So about a week ago I just got tired of the splatter and I took a wipe and attempted to clean the my windshield only to make things worse which frustrated me all the more. But do I stop to clean it, no I drive around a whole week before I just couldn't stand myself. So today I was laying on a sofa, that feels like a cloud from heaven, enjoying a nap that I can't even experience on my own sofa and what should cross my mind, yeah you guessed that damn windshield so I get up from the nap of all naps, if you had not guessed by know I was really enjoying my nap. Alright am up and am out and I went straight to the car wash and I washed my car and I spent a little extra and I clean my windshield until it shined like new money. I jumped back in my car and I drove home, and for the first time in weeks I enjoyed the ride home and if gas wasn't so high I might have take a drive, but the scenery looked different, as a matter of fact, for the first time I didn't see the pollen and saw the birth of new flowers and re-blossoming of the trees. You see this is what I am getting at and here come the question, for weeks I drove around with ugly spot blocking my vision and I really couldn't see the world around me and then I realized (this was my wow moment) how often we drive through life with a dirty windshield that blocks our vision and we miss out on the beauty around us and so often we try to swipe at it making things worse instead of taking the time to clean it. So the question is what's blocking your vision and have you gotten tired of it yet and if so when do you planning on cleaning it.
There's the question I need an answer.
Later 'E'.

Apologize

When is it to late to say I am sorry? When does it become to much? When does it get to a point where your heart can't take any more of the lying, the false promises, and the neglect. Why do we take so much before we wise up and walk away.

There's the question I need an answer.
Later 'E'

Family

It just occurred to me that family is a strange word. You see we call people family who treat and love us differently then other people. Which is really cool since many of us have an inconclusive definition of what love really is, you see the thing is I have found in life that family can be a bit difficult (to put it mildly). So my question of the day is, if family are the ones to love you and protect you, why are they the very ones that sometimes hurt you.

There the question I need an answer!
Later 'E'

Real Love

What is real love and how do you know that it's real?
There's the question I need an answer.

Later 'E'.