Sunday, August 17, 2008

NEVER WOULD HAVE MADE IT

Long time no talk. Summer vacation is my only excuse, but there have been many changes in my life. Oh don't worry I want list them all but I will tell you that I just celebrated my 34th birthday on the 12th of August. YEA ME!!! So on my birthday I took a moment to reflect and I learned some things about myself and it was some things I loved and it was some things I didn't like so much but hey that's life, right . Any way I took a moment and thought about the people that have shape my life and there has been a lot of them. From my mom who gave birth to me to my mom who gave me the values of life (may she rest in peace), to my dad who supplied the fertilizer that met the egg that made me, to all of my brothers and my sisters, to all those who love me and special thanks to all of you that hate me. Because I realize, had it not been for all of you I wouldn't be where I am today. Today I am a confirmed believer that I am skillfully and wonderfully made and that God made me for a purpose. So when I look back on the comments and the actions of the people in my life all I can say is thank you. Thank the lovers for loving and the haters for hating, 'cause 'am still standing and by the grace of God 'am stronger, wiser and my heart is fuller than it has ever been. You see I can look back over my life and see where God has been an ever presence force that held me, comforted me, and loved me when I felt no one else did. You see I now know without a doubt that he is the center and the source and without him there is no me.

So my question is have you had that moment yet when you just know you are loved by the almighty God. Because I know it and because I know it I can truly agree with Marvin Sapp. That's my question, I need an answer.

Later 'E'